Blogging because it’s November

I dislike the very concept of me being a stay at home mom. I don’t enjoy keeping house, making dinner. I find after a few days home with the kids I need a break in a big way. I love my boys, they are totally my life, but I also enjoy working.
Sometimes, like today, I feel guilty about my hours. This week I spent Monday home with them, but I’m working in the office on Weds, my usual stay at home day. This means less time with the boys, 4 days of them being away from me. This makes me feel like I’m missing out. I wish I could work 3 days a week. That would be perfect. On the other hand, I was also worried today that something would happen and they would be sick, because I had a big day at work for the rest of this week, and Bobby doesn’t have sick days yet at his new job. If the kids need to stay home this week, I’m SOL. Hopefully they will be healthy and have good days at school, so I won’t have to worry about it.
I’m pretty happy overall. Now I just need to find the time to work on the photography business, blog, and also do my paid blogging.


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